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Friday, August 13 2010

On hating the word 'playful'

The word 'playful' has become a private loathing. My insides tighten when I hear expressions like, 'We make our courses playful', or, 'Consulting can be playful', or, 'What might we learn from being a bit more playful?'

The loathing starts because there is no answer to being asked to be playful. To resist is to be forced into the grumpy corner. The word conceals a brutality beneath a sunny smile: the playful will have the world as they want it!

Then I'm supicious because I think it's really about marketing - dressed up with pop-psych, and some playful reference to the need to be childlike to be wise.

But mostly I grimace because for 'playful' read 'empty.' Skip gaily across the surface, it cries - whilst whispering, because the surface may be all there is. I hear the word 'playful' and fear that might be true.

Tuesday, August 3 2010

The big trap of our times

Tariq Ramadan was last night talking about his new book, The Quest for Meaning, and he made an arresting comment about the emotionalism of our times - the way, for example, the protesting crowds responded to the Danish cartoons in Pakistan, where he was when those unfunny images were published. People think feeling such passion is a kind of freedom, perhaps because they are glad just to feel passionate about something. But emotionalism is, in fact, 'a trap', Ramadan said, 'the big jail of our time.'

I don't think he was thinking just about religious emotionalism, but a variety of secular manifestations too, such as that engaged with the banning of the hijab in France, another issue he remarked upon: it's frightening because it's popularist, the rhetoric that formerly belonged to the far right being deployed by a mainstream European political party.

It reminded me of a comment Justin Thacker, head of theology at the Evangelical Alliance, made to me. He remarked that, in a way, his job was to convince evangelicals, the world over, that it was OK to think about their faith, as the dominate form of evangelicalism these days is emotional. You've gotta feel it. But feeling, without thinking, has nowhere to go. Hence, again, the trap, being buffeted this way and that, like a reed in the wind - and being vulnerable to manipulation too.

Monday, August 2 2010

Yesterday, I was a dual-aspect idealist

I kept thinking about mind and matter yesterday, as you do. It started off when I ate horseradish at lunch: why does aspartic acid and allyl isothiocyanate taste so delicious? It's the chemical reaction on the tongue, my left brain replied. No, you've not heard what I'm asking, retorted the right: taste! There's no taste in chemical reactions. Where does that come from? Mind over matter.

Then, we sat outside, and as others were drinking coffee, I opened and closed my eyes very fast just to see whether, on this occasion, I'd see the instant when the green of the leaves on the trees turned green. The thing is that there's no green in 540nm wavelength electromagnetic radiation. But the trees were a magnificent green yesterday. Why? It is in our seeing. Mind over matter.

Later, I went to the gym. Twenty minutes in, and my half hour on the treadmill was becoming a trial. (Lunch, I guess.) Only then, Chaka Khan's Ain't Nobody came on the music system. Suddenly, I was back at the nightclub I first heard the track, with sound as big as the cosmos. I got a tremendous lift. The run was over with no more effort at all. Where did the energy come from? Mind over matter.

To put it more philosophically, yesterday, I was a convinced dual-aspect idealist. It seemed incontrovertible that mind is the determining stuff of the universe, shaping and changing the matter around me. Matter alone couldn't do it. Though mind alone couldn't either, as it needs the matter for its expression. Have the two together though, as part of one seamless way of being in the world, and life has all its values, rich experience and purpose.

Thursday, July 8 2010

New Age and personal embarrassment

I'm attending a conference on God and Physics, in honour of John Polkinghorne. I'll write a proper piece later, but for now, an observation - in the margins, as it were - stemming from attending a shorter paper this morning that tried to draw analogies between contemporary physics and Vedic spiritual ideas, via the prism of consciousness.

The link will be familiar to those who read New Age-type material - that at a very general level there appear to be parallels between, say, phenomena like quantum nonlocality and notions like collective consciousness. And this morning, I found myself asking: why do I feel embarrassed whilst listening to stuff like this? Does it say something about me, or is there something questionable about the links being drawn?

It may just be that the language of ancient Indian science is odd to me, and that learning about sat-cit-ananda in a temple, say - not a physics lab - would be straightforwardly interesting. Alternatively, it may be that I don't have the benefit of the esoteric experience that compels some people to seek to draw these links. Hence, I'm not feeling embarrassed so much as awkward, even annoyed, on account of feeling excluded. But, to be frank, I suspect not, and that rather there's something else going on.

I think the science is being appealed to in order to try and validate the spiritual insights, whilst paradoxically, at the same time, the science is patronised for only just beginning to grapple with the deep things that the spiritual have otherwise known for centuries.

Now, I should say that I don't need much convincing that the contemporary West is spiritually lite, and - more specifically - I have a growing sense that there is something going on in contemporary physics which is more than just an objective exploration of external reality. Perhaps not unlike Jung's reading of alchemy, and the exchanges he had with Wolfgang Pauli, the physical world can serve as an object on which to project essentially psychological searching - the imperative behind the search for a 'theory of everything' perhaps being appealing for not only metaphysical reasons, but because it mirrors the integrative goal of individuation too. Conversely, we are part of the natural world too, of course, and so our perception of it, as perceiving creatures, must have some bearing upon how we perceive and interpret it too.

But superficial, very general associations - such as between quantum nonlocality and collective consciousness - risk a confusion of languages, the scientific and spiritual. Without precise work on the associations and resonances between the two, if there are any, the result is naive, almost childish. Hence, I suspect, the embarrassment.

Tuesday, June 1 2010

Being at Hay once more...

Tom Hodgkinson, editor of the Idler magazine, announced he has a new motto: 'Hard work conquers everything.' Put into practice, it just saves so much time.

In a discussion about post-crash economics, you could hardly get a cigarette paper between economists from left, right and centre. Will Hutton, Jesse Norman, William Cash, Richard Bronk all agreed: the notion that we're rational self-optimisers has got to go. Apparently, we care about others. Shock, horror.

Karen Armstrong, the writer on religion whose religious beliefs are sometimes a matter for speculation, told an enormous crowd that she thought Jesus would have been surprised at the doctrine of the incarnation. But then, all religious ideas develop over time, routinely surpassing the intentions of their originators. For herself, she approved the kenotic idea of Christ, arguing Saint Paul offers it as a model for all to follow. (Incidentally, I spotted at least one prominent MP, one prominent banker, and one prominent journalist coming out of her talk.)

Monday, May 31 2010

Being at Hay again...

Shock quote of the philosophy festival: Lewis Wolpert on homosexuality. 'Certainly it's abnormal. Certainly it's not healthy.' His view comes out of his evolutionary reductionism: health is equated solely with being adaptive for reproduction. The dangerous rhetoric of the fundamentalist.

I happened to be sitting next to Aubrey de Grey at breakfast, the biologist who works on regenerative health, the upshot of which is that we might never die. Would he eat the cornflakes, they being packed with degenerating carbs? Would he have the grapefruit juice, it being full of antioxidants? He had the cornflakes. He didn't have the juice.

Martin Rees, whose Reith lectures start this week, told a crowd he was quite happy to be called a 'compliant Quisling' by Richard Dawkins. His crime? Valuing religion whilst not being a believer. Rees remarked that he is also keen on not putting religious people needlessly off science.

Nassim Nicholas Taleb was being interviewed by James Naughtie, the lyrical, some would say verbally lengthy, presenter of Today on Radio 4. Afterwards, who do you think complained that they could hardly get a word in edgeways? Taleb.

I've written a piece for the Guardian's Cif covering the debate on whether reason is always right.

Saturday, May 29 2010

Being at Hay...

Alain de Botton has long pursued brilliant ways to make philosophy sexy. But his appearance at Hay surely beats them all: be interviewed by Jerry Hall.

Ed Miliband to a journalist (so I heard the journalist say): my brother’s a technocrat; I’m a social democrat. Miliband junior is also, apparently, using his attitude towards Iraq to drive a wedge between himself and the former Foreign Secretary.

David Eagleman was talking about his book Sum – a witty exploration of 40 possibilities for the afterlife. He’s against all the certainties that do the rounds, in religion and science. Several times during his talk, he carefully expressed his admiration for The God Delusion, by Richard Dawkins, a book to which the ascription ‘certain’ could be said to apply. But asked what Dawkins made of his book, Eagleman confessed that whilst the biologist’s wife had read Sum with pleasure, Dawkins himself had not let on what he thought.

Thursday, March 4 2010

Three secular miracles

1. There's something, not nothing (call it existence).

2. We know we're existing (stones don't).

3. We can and often do celebrate the fact.

(With thanks to Linda Alcoff)

Thursday, January 28 2010

Getting together

We ran the first of a new class at The School of Life, last night: How to Fill the God-Shaped Hole. It was good, I felt, in that it touched people. And what I came away with was the distinct sense that for individuals who don't have faith, though aren't anti-faith per se, what they admire in the religious folk they know, and miss the most themselves, is the sense of community - not just of belonging, but of being engaged in an activity that is serious, non-utilitarian and collective.

Saturday, January 2 2010

On returning from a rural retreat

The Plot, Madeleine Bunting's hugely affecting new book, is a perfect read if you're returning, as I just have, from a rural retreat to your usual urban abode.

For a few years now, I've been going to the same place in the countryside, and so have got to know something of its rhythms: I've watched the point on the horizon where the sun rises shift south during the winter, and then back north again as summer comes - things like that. I've no unchecked romantic notions about the countryside: I know the farmer across the road enough to realise that milking cows is a tough way of life. However, the reason the rural landscape is so relaxing for the city-dweller, at least in part, is that it takes you out of yourself.

Your eye is drawn to the horizon, in a way it can't go in the city, and that draws you to patterns and processes that are nothing to do with you. They are ones that chart a slower, circular passage through time. In the city, though, my mind's eye is repeatedly drawn to my own projects: the urban social imaginary is self-aggrandizing not self-forgetting. And time is fast and linear - good for activities like earning a living, less good for contemplation.

Madeleine's book came to me like an extended meditation on the role of place in our lives, how where we are affects how we are; and how where we are becomes part of who we are - for good or ill. It made me want to knit some of the how-I-am in the countryside with the how-I-am in the city. It's a difficult task, though the book ends on a positive note. Ultimately, it concludes, belonging in a place is not about possessing it - the self-aggrandizing impulse - but it is about being committed to it. This is like love: falling in love is the thrill of possessing another and being possessed, whereas standing in love is the delight of being committed to another.

So perhaps that's a key, to check the energy of the city with the pauses that come naturally in the countryside.

Thursday, December 31 2009

Happy New Year

Modern wood-burning stoves can burn a log so evenly that the remaining ash will retain the form and shape – even the grain and colour – of the original wood. Then, you touch the form. The ash disintegrates. The ‘log’ is not fibre, but dust.

Cleaning out the stove this morning, that somehow seemed a suitable metaphor for the last day of the year.

Thursday, December 24 2009

Don't tell anyone, but...

... I'm reading a book advocating Intelligent Design. It feels a bit naughty, in a cigarettes-behind-the-shed kind of way. I know it's not good for me, but so many of the great and good condemn ID that the temptation became irresistible. I've picked Stephen Meyer's Signature In The Cell: DNA And The Evidence For Intelligent Design. Thomas Nagel, one of the most articulate philosophers around, and an atheist, picked it as a book of the year in the TLS. The letters page storm is still raging. So far, it's very readable, very knowledgeable about evolution, its philosophy and history, though it feels a bit god-of-the-gappy, and rather like Newton's deism depended upon a mechanistic model of the universe, Meyer's deism, if that's what it is, appears to depend upon an informational model of biology. But I'm only a chapter or two in. Shh!

Tuesday, December 1 2009

Advent wisdom

On Sunday evening, I went to hear the Advent Carol service in Salisbury Cathedral. It deserves a place on any musical 'to do' list. And if you worry that you've never had a religious experience, just book a ticket. (Next year the cathedral will run it on three successive nights, such is the demand.)

It's a dramatic service, signaled from the start when the vaulted interiors are plunged into total darkness. And the themes of advent seem particularly resonant with our times, themes of longing for and uncertainty about the future, coupled to the enormous relief of admitting that the passage of time cares little for our petty projects.

But it's the music - the rise and fall of the Palestrina, Byrd and Praetorius, and then the crunchy, modern reworkings of the plainsong by Vaughan Williams and Britten. Where do those tones come from? Can it be the result of human creativity alone? Stand still amongst the candles and see if you can't believe, just a bit, just for a moment.

(Image: R J Higginson)

Monday, November 23 2009

A week with friends and the struggle for the good life

Last week, I think I led something of the good life. Why? Because we spent most of the week with good friends and then, over the weekend, my brother and his family. Someone's life cannot be called happy, even if they have every other good thing the world has to offer, unless they have good friends, thought Aristotle. Agreed.

But my good week was characterised by something else too: travel. To see my good friends, I had to travel out of London, to Paris, Edinburgh and Suffolk. This cost me a substantial amount of money - travel costs and then, opportunity costs, which is to say I had to take time off work to do the travel (though being freelance I could do some whilst traveling.) Added together, the total was well in excess of the median weekly wage in the UK.

Now, I don't begrudge that spend for a minute. But the observation has led me to a rather bleak conclusion.

Perhaps it's just the fact that it's a gloomy, wet Monday morning back here in London. But I'm wondering whether spending quality time with friends, the core element of the good life if Aristotle is right, is unsustainable in the modern world. We have to travel to see friends, for modern living separates friends. That travel costs, so we have to earn more to undertake it; but that need to earn is what separates friends in the first place. It seems like a vicious spiral.

It would be an example of something Robert Skidelsky, the chief interpreter of John Maynard Keynes, has spotted. Keynes had thought that in the early decades of the 21st century - about now - most people in the UK would be earning enough money to live the good life. So, they would stop wanting to earn more, and as a result, the economy would stop growing, and would become sustainable. Obviously, there is absolutely no sign that is happening. Quite the opposite. And so what was wrong with Keynes' analysis, asks Skidelsky?

'(In the modern world) the accumulation of wealth, which should be a means to the "good life," becomes an end in itself because it destroys many of the things that make life worth living. Beyond a certain point – which most of the world is still far from having reached – the accumulation of wealth offers only substitute pleasures for the real losses to human relations that it exacts.'

He adds that 'finding the means to nourish the fading "associations or duties or ties" that are so essential for individuals to flourish is the unsolved problem of the developed world.'

That's, perhaps, it. I've simplified things somewhat in my reflection on a good week. However, there's something profound here no less. For without such a solution, I suspect that at a personal level, we'll continue to be caught in this spiral of working harder to earn more to live well - or to use the economic word for the spiral, 'growth'. And so, at a collective level, we won't find the sustainable ways of living that the planet, and the good life, appears to be saying we must have.

(Image: Gregory F. Maxwell)

Friday, November 20 2009

What's it about ancient Greece?

Views today of the assorted monuments on Calton Hill, Edinburgh, which the Scottish Enlightenment sages surely saw as the Acropolis of the North.

Sunday, October 25 2009

More climate change confusion

The intractable nature of the climate change challenge came home to me again yesterday, at the lively New Economics Foundation conference, The Bigger Picture.

I heard Jeremy Leggett champion the success of the German experiment in equipping individual homes with virtual power plants, via solar energy and lagging, only later to read that the German experiment cost £110 billion in subsidies. You could bail out a bank for that.

I heard Stewart Wallis launch nef's ostensibly sensible proposal for a zero growth economy, though he failed to address what is, to my mind, the basic problem with such ideas, namely human nature: late capitalism is so wildly successful because it has found a way of mainlining 'stuff' direct to the human desire for more. Politicians need growth to stay in power because we need growth to feed the habit, and I see no signs we're coming of it; quite the opposite.

I heard Juliet Davenport argue that whilst green political leadership is crucial, we should be encouraging family, friends and ourselves to do all that we can to reduce our carbon intake too, before I later read the confessions of a former eco-warrier who now questions the worth of her old rhetoric, for fear her 'daily actions are irrelevant.'

I don't actually despair. Oddly, it's the very intractable nature of the problem that makes it too interesting and gripping for that. With climate change, we are forced to stare ourselves and our world in the face. It's fascinating, in a scary, narcissistic kind of way. But my snapshot yesterday of conflicting views, from folk more or less on the same side, suggests that the climate change experience will be much like other political crises, mostly a case of the blind leading the blind. If you think it could or should be otherwise, you're setting yourself up for disappointment.

Saturday, October 17 2009

The world according to Robert Harris

Lustrum, the second blockbuster in the Cicero trilogy from the pen of Robert Harris, is a joy to read - not least because he drips tasty asides to his readers, comments which it is entirely unclear whether he's referring to the ancient or the modern world, though of course to both. I've been gathering a few:

'Like many rich old men they tended to regard the slightest personal inconvenience as proof of the end of the world.'

'Problems do not queue up outside a statesman's door, waiting to be solved in an orderly fashion, chapter by chapter, as the books would have us believe; instead they crowd in en masse, demanding attention.'

'There are times in politics, as in life generally, when whatever one does is wrong.'

'Cicero used to say that the bigger the crowd the more stupid it is, and that a useful trick with an immense multitude is always to call on the supernatural.'

'But businessmen, I have since come to realise, are the least shockable of characters, far less so than soldiers and politicians. You can propose almost anything to a businessman and he will usually be willing at least to think about it.'

'There are no lasting victories in politics, there is only the remorseless grinding forward of events. If my work has a moral, this is it.'

Sunday, October 11 2009

In praise of (paper) dictionaries

Damon Young, of blog that young philosopher, asked me about the tool I most value when writing. It's a dictionary - a device that not only invites you into the world of words but also, to my mind, shows why ebooks won't make the mark. A taster:

'That it's a paper-based, perfect bound, book-of-a-dictionary - and not some on-screen searchable database - is so important. The bulk of it, the ability to browse it, the very effort required to handle it, somehow nurtures the effort to find the right word. The empty box in a spellcheck facility, blinking vacantly at me, would not help me to achieve that goal. I wouldn't have the first idea how to begin my search. But with a book, I can turn to a page, see one word that sparks thought of another, cast my eye down related words, and then land on the one that means what I want to say.'

Friday, September 25 2009

Godly voices in the public square

I attended Evensong in St Paul's cathedral yesterday afternoon. It was a warm occasion, the induction of Giles Fraser as a canon. The music was especially beautiful - a contemplative anthem by Jonathan Harvey particularly striking as it made sense of the long echo in that vast space under the dome: it often turns fine music into an amorphous blur of choral noise.

The Bishop of London also appeared to be in fine form. With his resonant voice, he knows how to hold that large stage. And his sermon was particularly commanding. He spoke of how we are moving into a post-secular age, one in which the voices of the godless and the godly can both be heard in the public square. As you might expect, he spoke up for the godly, arguing that in a godless world, human beings become their own project and lose a sense of that which is greater than themselves, so turning in on themselves. The consumption of the planet, on the one hand and on the other, the nationalist politics of violence are the result.

I have some sympathy with this point of view, though I'm agnostic. After all, it was Nietzsche who saw that the death of god - the end of the belief in a goodness that runs through things - leaves us floating listlessly in space, unhinged from the sun, growing colder. Nietzsche argued for courage, to overcome the emptiness. Honorable, though a tough call - which is perhaps what he muttered to the horse as he went mad.

But I couldn't help but feel that the Bishop of London ruined his message - or at least exposed all its contradictions - by being apparently entirely unselfaware. I don't remember his exact words, but he talked of the Christian faith as subverting the values of this world, even as earlier in the service he had referred to himself as Bishop of London 'by divine permission', a statement of worldly position if ever there was one. Behind him was the figure of the cross, that image of the hope that powerlessness can overcome powerfulness - that the predatory won't vanquish the prey (hat tip: slacktivist.) And yet, he was resplendent in gorgeous apparel, every part a prince of the church. He accused the godless of following their little gods of desire because they have no transcendent deity before them, and then returned to the episcopal throne in his magnificent cathedral, like some divinity returning to the holy of hollies in a pagan temple.

These contradictions aren't going to disappear for the established church. They are surely forgiven when they produce beautiful music, like the Harvey, sung in an astonishing place, like St Paul's cathedral. But the bishop's words - delivered six foot above contradiction - left me feeling that unless the church can make some efforts to undo the most blatant of them, and demonstrate some awareness of being shaped by secular compromises quite as thoroughly as the godless, the valuable challenge that faith can bring to the public square risks sounding like as much empty preaching.

UPDATE: The text of the sermon is now online.

Saturday, September 19 2009

Comix cuts

Logicomix has to be the must buy for readers with a love of philosophy this fall, bar this book, of course. Can you find it in the shops?! OK, so it's not Dan Brown, or even Margaret Atwood. But I've been into high street chains and small independents. Even amazon had a 10 day wait.

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